Monday, October 18, 2010
recently i think i have isolated myself away from a lot of people. maybe its because that i know that there are somethings that they would talk about if i were to hang out with them, or, i have a feeling that i have lost faith in something called friendship for now. i am starting to doubt, whether true friendship really exists. to me, a true friend is someone who will never abandon me no matter what i did, will back me up if i am right, and will me out of my mistakes at all cost. however, now i am starting to think that no matter who the person is, there will always be something that can happen and ruin a friendship forever. be it never being friends again, or not being as close as before. many times it had happened before and there are many various causes. in the past, i used to believe that somethings could happen and brings friends closer, but as of now, i have never really experienced it. it makes me think if this is even possible. it happens in drama very often, but life is not drama. life is something that nothing can be compared to. it is something that you will experience once and only once.
sometimes i do dream of things happening and many many dreams on one subject. all of the dreams involve different emotions, but it can be all linked together in a logical way. what is it that is really going through in my mind. is dream a reflection of once emotions and feelings? have you seen something and thought that you have dreamed about it before? are those dreams somethings that will happen in the future? like i care about those things now. i have already decided to leave it to the future yishun to settle. just in case i forget about them, i have sent an email into the future, on the day that i turn 30, to remind me of the things to do, and my personal goals and targets as of now. let the future yishun to decide what to do.
recently i think i have isolated myself away from a lot of people. maybe its because that i know that there are somethings that they would talk about if i were to hang out with them, or, i have a feeling that i have lost faith in something called friendship for now. i am starting to doubt, whether true friendship really exists. to me, a true friend is someone who will never abandon me no matter what i did, will back me up if i am right, and will me out of my mistakes at all cost. however, now i am starting to think that no matter who the person is, there will always be something that can happen and ruin a friendship forever. be it never being friends again, or not being as close as before. many times it had happened before and there are many various causes. in the past, i used to believe that somethings could happen and brings friends closer, but as of now, i have never really experienced it. it makes me think if this is even possible. it happens in drama very often, but life is not drama. life is something that nothing can be compared to. it is something that you will experience once and only once.
sometimes i do dream of things happening and many many dreams on one subject. all of the dreams involve different emotions, but it can be all linked together in a logical way. what is it that is really going through in my mind. is dream a reflection of once emotions and feelings? have you seen something and thought that you have dreamed about it before? are those dreams somethings that will happen in the future? like i care about those things now. i have already decided to leave it to the future yishun to settle. just in case i forget about them, i have sent an email into the future, on the day that i turn 30, to remind me of the things to do, and my personal goals and targets as of now. let the future yishun to decide what to do.
2:13 am
Name: Xiong Yishun
D.O.B.: 14/08/1990
School: SP/DASE
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D.O.B.: 14/08/1990
School: SP/DASE
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