Sunday, February 14, 2010

14th Feb, yet another day alone at home, even when its cny at the same time, im still at home. haizz. this year going 20 liao. teenage life like this gone already. around so many couple, c liao so xian mu. haha.. dunno y also, just feel that got some1 beside that can talk to, talk about anything, will be so good. failures makes 1 loses confidence, loses faith, loses the courage to try again. there is that some1 that exist, just that, 如果会失去,不如不要拥有。it just isnt worth trying, im not the 1 for her =) 1 more year to poly grad, after that got 2 year ns, becos of that stupid 2 years, relationships seems not quite possible. wait another 3 years? go uni then find? i would be 23 by then. haizz. if go uni, grad when 26/27. i aim to get a nissan GTR by 30. 3 years, enough? be4 that must get houses n everything, maybe 7 years down the road, i will make few 100k per month? haha.. daydreaming is good. it gives u something to look forward to, when it doesnt happen, new dream will arise. issnt that what makes life interesting? full of unknown. I dont believe in fate, neither do i believe in myself. what do i believe in? i dunno. 365 days to the next valentines day.. ENDURE!!!!
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