Sunday, November 08, 2009

feeling damn fucked up, no mood to do anything. dont ask me y, i just want to slp and dont wake up again. awaiting a better 2ml, but nvr seen it coming once. y is life always the same. no mood to watch soccer, n i think later i would just star at the computer screen. 2ml is a long day of school and i totally dont feel like going. things nvr go the way i want them to. always comply with it but hard to accept it. wanted to study 2day, but mood all gone. wanted to get gpa 4.0 for this sem, lost my sight. in a few more hrs, the surrounding would be quiet n it would be the perfect time to think things out. i dont even have the mood to close my eyes, hope that this feeling would go away soon. experienced it so many times but it keep coming back. just fuck off and dont let me experience it again.
11:08 pm