Sunday, July 13, 2008
wahlan... super fuking damn bad day. not dulan... just sian.. 3 things happened all at once then i dunno wat to do, totally blank inside the brain..
1st: all my gl backfired 2day.. dunno y... eversince the obsticle thing on friday, everything backfires.. its been very long since that happens, but this time it happens as a grp effort. that 1 actually quite used to it, but coz of add ons, haizzz..
2nd: accused of showing i aizai by wanting to spar.. kena accused by something i nvr do is 1 thing i hate most.. maybe last time i left this point out.. come on lah... who the hell in the right mind would want to spar with some1 so many ranks higher and being used as sand bag n try to show off at the same time... i just dont get the fuking idea of wats so zai of being kicked lah... its just meerly the attraction of sparring that attracts me.. wats wrong of want to spar at white belt.. competitions go by right, school go by left rite? yellow belt can spar i dont c the reason why white belt wants to get the experience. n i wasnt even trying to spar lah. just want to know the practical uses of blocking done in pattern. a lot of times want to know y got this block y got that but then no explaination 1.. nvr try to kicked until sir william tell me to counter then can kick sometimes. or maybe i need fake a grading card be4 being labelled as trying to be zai. i dont c the zainess that i tried to show while fighting in school lah.
3rd: say stay back to observe the pattern competition... observe wat hell, got questions dunno who to ask... 3 coaches, 1 for sparring coach, out. 1 with a very impatiant tone, dont dare ask anymore.. 1 want watch sparring, out also.. all i need is a reference of robotic movements and being natural to observe wat i can do to become more natural. in the end, staying back observe, and then asking a person who cant differenciate which is robot + strength, which is natural + strength.. from wat i c is that all those use strenght is robot, all those natural very weak punches.. that cant be rite, n then i still dunno wat to do.. and then i come to conclusion. strength is more important than natural/robot, so i shall stay like that lor... naturalness also dunno where improve... front kick no need improve either, got obsticle mah... then my patter stay like that lor... maybe i think it will be better for wayne or joshen to sub me. i now damn scared of WP. its like other pple are doing better than me, n then want to catch up, want to do better, but come up with comments that cannot be helped, then nvm lor, its not that im good at it, its just i got no talent at it...
tuesday spar, spar lah... with my emotions now, i die die also must score, dont care anything, kena kick then kick lah. opponent score score lah, ko nvm also, go home taxi $5, just need some kind pple to send be back. injuries dont care, continue whack. die die must throw kicks. conditions is seniors nvr wear gi. unless i kena koed or really injure badly until cant walk, i will hold on... wats the outcome on tuesday will only know on that day. i will go back normal de.. just a matter of time lah.. 1 or 2 days... if 2 days then good luck to me bah...
nvm.. talk abt 2day PA.. damn nice.. 1st ko seen 2day... whoo 10 secs ko... lol... that guy kena head shot.. lol.. 2day match better than yesterday, ya lah... its preliminaries le mah... weaker pple already got knocked out... our fighters did very good job.. all though 3 lost due to badly injured, 3 others got draws, in the end, after our overwheling cheers, the other team won... lol... grace got into finals in the 4 fighters weight cat, after winning joanna.. lol.. confirm medal.. wahhahaah... scored 1st, drew later, cheered for the opponent.. n its proven that the team kena cheered is bound to lose... wahhahaha... we cheered for opponent for our victory.. 1st time join PA, as a fake brown belt (green nia) n won a gold medal.. good job.. haha
wahlan... super fuking damn bad day. not dulan... just sian.. 3 things happened all at once then i dunno wat to do, totally blank inside the brain..
1st: all my gl backfired 2day.. dunno y... eversince the obsticle thing on friday, everything backfires.. its been very long since that happens, but this time it happens as a grp effort. that 1 actually quite used to it, but coz of add ons, haizzz..
2nd: accused of showing i aizai by wanting to spar.. kena accused by something i nvr do is 1 thing i hate most.. maybe last time i left this point out.. come on lah... who the hell in the right mind would want to spar with some1 so many ranks higher and being used as sand bag n try to show off at the same time... i just dont get the fuking idea of wats so zai of being kicked lah... its just meerly the attraction of sparring that attracts me.. wats wrong of want to spar at white belt.. competitions go by right, school go by left rite? yellow belt can spar i dont c the reason why white belt wants to get the experience. n i wasnt even trying to spar lah. just want to know the practical uses of blocking done in pattern. a lot of times want to know y got this block y got that but then no explaination 1.. nvr try to kicked until sir william tell me to counter then can kick sometimes. or maybe i need fake a grading card be4 being labelled as trying to be zai. i dont c the zainess that i tried to show while fighting in school lah.
3rd: say stay back to observe the pattern competition... observe wat hell, got questions dunno who to ask... 3 coaches, 1 for sparring coach, out. 1 with a very impatiant tone, dont dare ask anymore.. 1 want watch sparring, out also.. all i need is a reference of robotic movements and being natural to observe wat i can do to become more natural. in the end, staying back observe, and then asking a person who cant differenciate which is robot + strength, which is natural + strength.. from wat i c is that all those use strenght is robot, all those natural very weak punches.. that cant be rite, n then i still dunno wat to do.. and then i come to conclusion. strength is more important than natural/robot, so i shall stay like that lor... naturalness also dunno where improve... front kick no need improve either, got obsticle mah... then my patter stay like that lor... maybe i think it will be better for wayne or joshen to sub me. i now damn scared of WP. its like other pple are doing better than me, n then want to catch up, want to do better, but come up with comments that cannot be helped, then nvm lor, its not that im good at it, its just i got no talent at it...
tuesday spar, spar lah... with my emotions now, i die die also must score, dont care anything, kena kick then kick lah. opponent score score lah, ko nvm also, go home taxi $5, just need some kind pple to send be back. injuries dont care, continue whack. die die must throw kicks. conditions is seniors nvr wear gi. unless i kena koed or really injure badly until cant walk, i will hold on... wats the outcome on tuesday will only know on that day. i will go back normal de.. just a matter of time lah.. 1 or 2 days... if 2 days then good luck to me bah...
nvm.. talk abt 2day PA.. damn nice.. 1st ko seen 2day... whoo 10 secs ko... lol... that guy kena head shot.. lol.. 2day match better than yesterday, ya lah... its preliminaries le mah... weaker pple already got knocked out... our fighters did very good job.. all though 3 lost due to badly injured, 3 others got draws, in the end, after our overwheling cheers, the other team won... lol... grace got into finals in the 4 fighters weight cat, after winning joanna.. lol.. confirm medal.. wahhahaah... scored 1st, drew later, cheered for the opponent.. n its proven that the team kena cheered is bound to lose... wahhahaha... we cheered for opponent for our victory.. 1st time join PA, as a fake brown belt (green nia) n won a gold medal.. good job.. haha
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Name: Xiong Yishun
D.O.B.: 14/08/1990
School: SP/DASE
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D.O.B.: 14/08/1990
School: SP/DASE
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