Wednesday, September 26, 2007

haizz... bad mood... very bad... fell from such little hight, yet so painful... school is left with 2 more weeks... failing at this time means that it had totally failed... there is no chance of reviving... jy passed me a book in the library 2day... understood quite a lot of things... i did failed... but i did gain more knowledge... nothing could cure this but time... the pain is sharp n prolong, but there is nothing i could do... dont feel right... read this in the book... when u r bothered, u feel that other's around u are happier... haizz... let this incident be a lesson to me... no other choice but to let it go... however, its easier said than done... said be4, failed to do so... this time, maybe, but no guarentee... friends are sure caring... comfort not only from the gang, but also people i seldom talk to... less stressful but more troubled... my aim has since changed frm njc to np... there is nothing elso i could do... the things that happened could not be forgotten... only can let it fade from my memory... after which, hope nothing would bring it back up again... that is if i manage to let it go... at the rate i'm going, dont think i stand a chance... i did too realised that some people are better to be friends than lovers... things that happened, things that will happen... leave it to fate and c how it goes...
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